I’ve been having ups and downs
Whenever I think of you girl
But let me tell the story right
Her name is Joan and we never thought
That we could end up being together
But just listen here is how the story goes
Took one crazy night
Chatting two hours and a half
Laughing and looking at each other's eyes
When they couldn’t see
Darling believe me I’ve been through this and
There’s no feeling compared to a love
That is hidden like this
We’ve both been hurt before
Been travelling around thinking we might find a new love
I know nobody knows
The kind of trouble that I'm in
You know me I'm a hard guess
And now I'm struggling again, again, again
Cold, cold heart don’t want it on me
Not mine deserves it
Everything’s so blurry now
I'm 24/7 thinking about her
But there’s not even the slightest chance
For me to go knock on your door
I know your sister’s looking daggers at me
‘Cause I got in the way of the sisterhood
Been trying to fight it? Yeah
Can I deny it? No
I’ve tried to live with it for so damn long, yeah
So sorry friend don’t fit you so good
I bet you’re thinking he is not so good
I know nobody knows
The kind of trouble that I'm in
You know me I'm a hard guess
And now I'm struggling again
Cold, cold heart don’t want it on me
Not mine deserves it
Nothing that tomorrow brings
Will ever be as good as the love we have today
Is meant to be lived
Or so I believe
Nobody will make love to you
The way that I did, you’re so unusual
Never gonna find it now
Never gonna find it now